In this universe where time is our master , here we are in solitude, together, like fragments dispersed by an illusory light, we come to be like a microbe, gaining limbs, veins, muscles and brains, evolving from a speck of dust into a malfunctioning system. In the vastness of space, time is infinite and surrounding all that live and all that don’t. I’m looking at all of this, getting terrified by it, getting awed, and I can only see the same system, the same system that evolves from a speck. Is the whole universe full of flaws and malfunctions like us, we are here , sustaining it, killing it just as we do to ourselves? The universe is as clueless of it’s existence as we are.
Thrown in the middle of it all, not knowing, never knowing, suffering for our mistakes that we don’t mean to do. Tell us now what kind of beings are we, haven’t you played enough with us, just take a look at us, we never mean for these things to happen, it’s a test that spans across millenia and we never learned how to approach you or our soul, i don’t know anymore if we deserve pity or compassion, probably both. I do realize that we should live our lives as if our fathers were dead, but, haven’t you been dead long enough? We need your approval, like insecure children, we need something from you, but you always turn your back. You are all knowing, know this then, this is not the way to teach us, you will force us to destroy everything we created, you made us this way, you made us search for approval when there is none to be found. Be reasonable Father and tell us something, what have we done? See, we can’t realize our wrongdoings.
All of us need help and you’re the only one who can offer this illumination, we can’t do it ourselves. Tell us something, tell us everything, show us why we were born with dreams of a perfect life only to grow up and see the absolute opposite. Tell us that we represent something, reach out to us, because we’re too little to reach out to you. Who are you and who are we, are we the same and can’t grasp that knowledge? Are we The Fathers of our children that are inside of us just as we are the children that are inside of you?
